Every morning as soon as I wake up and every evening before I close my eyes I think of things that I am grateful for. Try it even one day and you will find that you sleep better and wake up smiling.
You have to dream it before you can get it. What are your dreams? I get so lost in mine sometimes, I feel like I am living it. Those are the ones that usually come true for me. Don't hold back. Anything is fair game in your dreams.
As 2020 ends in a few hours I wanted to share my feelings. If you turn on pretty much any news on TV or web pages you will see that 2020 is all gloom and doom. I don’t see it that way. At least not today in this moment. I went through a lot this year. I started out in a temporary place to live for a few months while legal proceedings were ongoing. Once those ended, I could get money from the house that I was co-owner of and able to find a more permanent place to call home. I didn’t know where that was going to be as I didn’t know what I would be able to afford. Then the pandemic hit. Suddenly, I lost all in person contact with everyone until the world could figure out what was happening. Then zoom meetings started to make me feel better as I was able to at least see who I was communicating with. They all said by June it should all be over. Yeah, right. OK, you know how it went from there, I don’t have to remind you. As the year went on, I finally settled my personal lega...
April 6, 1980. It was Easter that year. I was in Atlanta, Georgia visiting my cousin on my way to Tampa, Fl where my cousin and I were going to meet up with another cousin and enjoy a week of spring break. I was 24 years old. The night before my cousin and I had went out on the town and had a good time. Because of that we slept in later than we had planned. We planned to get up early, go to the first Mass and then head to Florida. Somewhere around 7:30 or 8:00 AM I heard the phone ring (no cell phones in those days). I heard my cousin answer it and then he came into the room where I was sleeping and before he said a word an eerie feeling came over me. It was for me. It was my younger brother, Shawn. He said the words I had feared my entire life, "Dad just died." My father had suffered from Melanoma for over two years. Before that, we had the perfect family. Not even a trip to an emergency room for anyone for even stitches with a family of 7 boys and a girl. Beating on e...
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