Who wants to be happy forever?
As 2020 ends in a few hours I wanted to share my feelings. If you turn on pretty much any news on TV or web pages you will see that 2020 is all gloom and doom. I don’t see it that way. At least not today in this moment.
I went through a lot this year. I started out in a temporary place to live for a few months while legal proceedings were ongoing. Once those ended, I could get money from the house that I was co-owner of and able to find a more permanent place to call home. I didn’t know where that was going to be as I didn’t know what I would be able to afford. Then the pandemic hit.
Suddenly, I lost all in person contact with everyone until the world could figure out what was happening. Then zoom meetings started to make me feel better as I was able to at least see who I was communicating with. They all said by June it should all be over. Yeah, right.
OK, you know how it went from there, I don’t have to remind you. As the year went on, I finally settled my personal legal issues and was able to find a place to live. I still carried resentment and anger over the way everything happened.
Having a lot of alone time was difficult at first. I grew up in a large family and having someone nearby always was imbedded in my soul. Gradually the magic started happening.
I am very spiritual. I believe that a powerful being, that I was taught was called God, brought us to life and gave us a planet to enjoy and other beings to share this incredible place with. I like to call it “My Maker” as I believe someone else wants to call this Creator whatever they call it has every right to do so. Our country was started based on religious freedom, meaning you don’t need to even belong to a religion, and you’re welcome here the same as everyone else.
I believe that the universe, my maker, has a plan for me. In having a plan for me it is up to me to decide what makes me happy, who I am, and what my purpose in life is. I was born with those things, but like a lot of things in life, we lose focus. The universe allows us freedom of choice and with that comes evil. Evil spirits try to distract us from the good path we were set out on. Evil is also powerful but not as powerful as our maker.
After so much alone time, I found ways to be around people. I am athletic and active, so I found similar people to fill the void of being around happy fit people. It was said that outdoors we were safer, so I spent a lot of time in warmer weather outdoors. Where I live it gets cold. So as winter got closer, I was alone again. I was on social media way too much and started getting depressed on how evil everyone looked with hating each other and bad things going on. I decided, as I always do when I feel like I am losing control over when I’ve had too much of it, to solve the problem. So, I got off social media for a while. More magic started happening. I started reading and watching You Tube videos of things that I dream about doing someday. Sailing, travelling the world, and watching concerts again were my main interest. It is the next best thing to doing it.
I also stumbled on some internet articles and You Tube videos about getting over resentment and anger. At about the same time I witnessed more people being kind and compassionate than ever. I felt pleasure watching my videos and chatting with people online or text conversations more than I ever had. I started sleeping well. I had little to no stress. It finally clicked. I had stopped resenting and got rid of anger. When I did that my true self started coming out. Because I took the focus off criticizing and judging others to concentrating on my mental and physical health, I saw that I was happier and getting close to the person that I was 40-45 years ago.
I stopped getting stressed over what others thought about me. I’m sure there are people that can’t stand me but now I don’t care. I love the way I am now, and it took a pandemic to find that out. I am grateful for who I am, how I can help others. My current friends and those who I haven’t even met yet will be grateful when they get to see one happy guy. I hope to share the growing of my soul to anyone who wants to feel it. I’ve realized that life is just preparing for what comes next. Just like we practice sports, a musical instrument, acting for a film or play, or an important speech to deliver, we practice for where we want to go when our soul leaves our earthly home, and we get a new spiritual body. When I move on, I want to be with similar souls. Eternal happiness because our souls will find each other like a magnet. No more hurt, pain, evil, and negativity. Nothing but love forever. Earth still has the evil distractions, so it won’t be easy, but I plan to work hard at growing my soul even more. Who is coming with me?
Happy New Year!
Love, Glenn
I went through a lot this year. I started out in a temporary place to live for a few months while legal proceedings were ongoing. Once those ended, I could get money from the house that I was co-owner of and able to find a more permanent place to call home. I didn’t know where that was going to be as I didn’t know what I would be able to afford. Then the pandemic hit.
Suddenly, I lost all in person contact with everyone until the world could figure out what was happening. Then zoom meetings started to make me feel better as I was able to at least see who I was communicating with. They all said by June it should all be over. Yeah, right.
OK, you know how it went from there, I don’t have to remind you. As the year went on, I finally settled my personal legal issues and was able to find a place to live. I still carried resentment and anger over the way everything happened.
Having a lot of alone time was difficult at first. I grew up in a large family and having someone nearby always was imbedded in my soul. Gradually the magic started happening.
I am very spiritual. I believe that a powerful being, that I was taught was called God, brought us to life and gave us a planet to enjoy and other beings to share this incredible place with. I like to call it “My Maker” as I believe someone else wants to call this Creator whatever they call it has every right to do so. Our country was started based on religious freedom, meaning you don’t need to even belong to a religion, and you’re welcome here the same as everyone else.
I believe that the universe, my maker, has a plan for me. In having a plan for me it is up to me to decide what makes me happy, who I am, and what my purpose in life is. I was born with those things, but like a lot of things in life, we lose focus. The universe allows us freedom of choice and with that comes evil. Evil spirits try to distract us from the good path we were set out on. Evil is also powerful but not as powerful as our maker.
After so much alone time, I found ways to be around people. I am athletic and active, so I found similar people to fill the void of being around happy fit people. It was said that outdoors we were safer, so I spent a lot of time in warmer weather outdoors. Where I live it gets cold. So as winter got closer, I was alone again. I was on social media way too much and started getting depressed on how evil everyone looked with hating each other and bad things going on. I decided, as I always do when I feel like I am losing control over when I’ve had too much of it, to solve the problem. So, I got off social media for a while. More magic started happening. I started reading and watching You Tube videos of things that I dream about doing someday. Sailing, travelling the world, and watching concerts again were my main interest. It is the next best thing to doing it.
I also stumbled on some internet articles and You Tube videos about getting over resentment and anger. At about the same time I witnessed more people being kind and compassionate than ever. I felt pleasure watching my videos and chatting with people online or text conversations more than I ever had. I started sleeping well. I had little to no stress. It finally clicked. I had stopped resenting and got rid of anger. When I did that my true self started coming out. Because I took the focus off criticizing and judging others to concentrating on my mental and physical health, I saw that I was happier and getting close to the person that I was 40-45 years ago.
I stopped getting stressed over what others thought about me. I’m sure there are people that can’t stand me but now I don’t care. I love the way I am now, and it took a pandemic to find that out. I am grateful for who I am, how I can help others. My current friends and those who I haven’t even met yet will be grateful when they get to see one happy guy. I hope to share the growing of my soul to anyone who wants to feel it. I’ve realized that life is just preparing for what comes next. Just like we practice sports, a musical instrument, acting for a film or play, or an important speech to deliver, we practice for where we want to go when our soul leaves our earthly home, and we get a new spiritual body. When I move on, I want to be with similar souls. Eternal happiness because our souls will find each other like a magnet. No more hurt, pain, evil, and negativity. Nothing but love forever. Earth still has the evil distractions, so it won’t be easy, but I plan to work hard at growing my soul even more. Who is coming with me?
Happy New Year!
Love, Glenn
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